A brief explanation of my life at half-past ten at night.

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A brief explanation of my life at half-past ten at night.




I understand nothing.

My roommate is weird and makes me want to throw shoes at her. She goes on more dates than I do, which I find infuriating because I have trouble finding the good in her. I know it's there, but sometimes I wish I could injure her severely. I don't mean this metaphorically, either. I mean it for realz. Also, nearly EVERYONE I have talked to who knows her, either peripherally or quite personally, defines her as "crazy" in a less-than-good way. So how does she have so many boys chasing after her? Things I do not understand, part I.

At the same time, I can't complain about a shortage of boys who are asking me out. The problem is that they're all kind of jerks. No, seriously. One is the Awkward Anti-Theist Guy who has made me a CD of COUNTRY MUSIC, even though I have told him that country is not the sort of stuff I like to listen to. It is his lifeblood. The other guy looks like he stepped out of the Civil War with a beard to match and keeps inviting me out, but I don't want to because (a) I feel guilty when not writing papers and (b) I am not interested. I suppose I just have to wait a bit longer. I don't mind waiting, actually, because I'm so not in a state where I can be in a relationship.

Late at night, I have panic attacks that I don't know what I am doing. Next year will be my last year of undergrad. I have to be thinking of my thesis. Everything has to be scheduled perfectly so I have all I need to graduate with an English degree, a Humanities degree, and a minor in history. Then comes my one-year M.A. and then... what? England? If I can get to England, then sure. But what if I can't? What if I don't?

I remain perpetually alarmed and paranoid. It is not good.

... that's really all, other than I've been listening to Josh Ritter, Belle & Sebastian, and Sufjan Stevens like no other lately. I've not been able to listen to Jason Mraz the same way I used to...

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Post on Sun Apr 17, 2011 11:45 pm by J-Mads



Guys are weird. Girls are weirder. But guys are definitely weirder. It's a strange world. Most of it's Nitrogen.

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Post on Tue Apr 19, 2011 6:47 pm by dohnage18

It's because of the cheerleader.

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Post on Wed Apr 20, 2011 11:07 am by AgentW




I wish I had a civil war beard. can't say that i have anything more helpful than that.

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Post on Wed Apr 20, 2011 11:13 am by dohnage18

In all seriousness, hang in there. Things will work out.

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Post on Wed Apr 20, 2011 5:55 pm by J-Mads

They often do.

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Post on Sun Apr 24, 2011 1:51 am by strangerthanfiction

WAIT IS THAT RICK PITINO

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Post on Sun Apr 24, 2011 10:33 am by J-Mads

'Tis! I always personalize my pictures! Except that I only sometimes do.

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Post on Sun Apr 24, 2011 11:53 am by strangerthanfiction

How long must you troll the interwebs to find these things? Also, Rick Pitino is stupid... you guys *do* know about the Karen Sypher thing, right? Where they had sex in a restaurant or something and then she started blackmailing him about it? Way to bring, errr, honour to the UofL team...

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Post on Sun Apr 24, 2011 12:21 pm by dohnage18

That makes if funnier.

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Post on Sun Apr 24, 2011 3:03 pm by J-Mads

Not long! Not long at all, if you know where to look. And yeah I don't care who Mr. Pitino fucks in a bathroom - I just want to make the Sweet 16 damnit!

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Post on Sun Apr 24, 2011 8:06 pm by strangerthanfiction

Wait, you root for Louisville?

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Post on Sun Apr 24, 2011 8:33 pm by J-Mads

Not really haha

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Post on Sun Apr 24, 2011 10:45 pm by dohnage18

Me neither.

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